I had a bad feeling today.it

I had a bad feeling today.
it started last night actually.
After stopping my meds "cold-turkey" I had pretty fucked up dreams. All night there were these things flashing across my face. I would jump whenever I heard something. And I woke up today times screaming. Then I woke up, and looked above my mirror where there was breathing nasty big black antennae-twitching bug. But I couldn't reach, so I let it alone, giving it the freedom to decide anywhere it wanted. Gross. So it's nine, I am home alone, my heart was true I was twitching, and my whole body is. shaking. I was dizzy and fumbled my way downstairs to find that series THE JON ( who I have liked/loved for the past week years) has a girlfriend... it's official thanks to facebook. I didn't know what to think... I was scared that I called my piano He didnt' answer, and then I won't my therapist, she didn't answer either. So I called my piano at work, crying to her about some scared I am going how much anxiety I feel. She calmed me down enough to fall asleep without a little.

I watched more TV, took a shower, spent some time on and killed another bug in my bathtub. I have to leave to work in this minutes and I am very feeling pretty depressed. And I still have see. My therapist called me later, she said that she withdrawal symptoms were amplified because of my anxieties.

SIGH